This is what my cutting has lead to.
When I first started cutting, it was on my hips and I said it'd stay there. Then it moved to my belly and sides. Then to my ankles, and finally to my wrists and arms which is something I dreaded and totally regret. Especially since summer is so soon!
Most of these are scars that have been there for awhile. They just won't go away!
As for the 'bracelets.'
I'm sick of hiding who I am and the struggles I face daily. So I've started wearing these. Probably not many people realise why, but it gives me a sense of comfort.
The black elastic is for self harm. That I am trying to recover from it.
The black elastic is for self harm. That I am trying to recover from it.
The red string is for my anorexic stages.
The yellow beads are for suicide.
The blue beads are for depression.
The green bead is for currently fasting. (I've realised I'm either fasting or I'm binging.)
The orange bead is also for self harm.
The purple beads are for my bulimic stages.
The pink beads are for what I probably have, EDNOS.
3 comments:
You never want cutting to go as far as it does but once it starts its hard to let go. I know how you feel. I've been through all the things you have been through and it sucks to actually think about it.
Stay strong, and remember your worth it! No matter what life throws at you, it's worth it in the end.
:)
God, I can so relate on the cutting front. But those cuts don't look too deep so I doubt they'll be permanent..
I cut on my wrists sometimes too, and I live in Australia. We have 4 seasons of Summer here, it's fucking insane.
But on the plus side, arm warmers are very "in" right now >.<
Eden: Thankyou (: I hope you're doing okay after going through these things.
PerfectLie: Yeah, they aren't that deep but I've done deeper ones since that picture, and I scar easy. But I hope they'll fade. Ickk that would be hard! Ahaha, xD
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