Diet, Day ZERO.

This was supposed to be te first day of my diet, but I was right pissed off when I woke up. I weighed myself. 130lbs. Right where I was a week ago!
So then I went downstairs to the kitchen and binged on toast. I had 7 slices - 75 calories a slice. I had them with buter, jam, nutella, or peanut butter. I even had a couple plain. I am so disgusting.
I'm not going to eat for rest of the day, and later on I am going to go out and buy water pills because I'm very bloated from binging and also from my period. I think they will help me lose water weight. I might take some laxatives too because I feel so filthy inside.

Tomorrow I'll really start it, and since I'll be at school it'll be much easier because I won't hve the time to binge in the morning.
Last week I managed to lose 6lbs in a few days. I hope to do the same.
My goal was to be 120lbs on Wednesday and I am still going to try to make that happen.

Bye.