Friday, April 23, 2010

FML.

I binged.
I'm so sick of not having control.
I either can barely eat, or cannot stop eating.
So I purged some.
Then I cut.
It won't stop bleeding.
Fuck my life.
No more food.
It's so much easier not to try to beat anorexia.
I'll just let it consume me, because if I try to eat normal I binge.
And that never turns out good.

1 comment:

Me: said...

i can't ever eat normal either. when i eat, i can't stop myself.

then i think "well i already ate today, might as well keep going"